Trouble Will Find Us || Mihai [VDA]
Jan 23, 2016 7:23:08 GMT -5
Post by Lukas Iversen on Jan 23, 2016 7:23:08 GMT -5
"I’m trying but I’m graceless
Don't have a sunny side to face this"
Don't have a sunny side to face this"
Mihai + Lukas
It was getting dark already, the night creeping in earlier and earlier each day as winter neared and bringing with it the cold and the rain. It was raining now too, a soft drizzle that would probably die off in a few moments but made the air feel that much more freezing, people’s breaths forming small clouds of steam as they hurried back to their homes or wherever it was they were headed.
He’d forgotten to take his umbrella, or maybe he’d left it on purpose. It didn’t really matter. He was a creature of water, used to the life in the ocean, and a little autumn rain hardly bothered him. If anything he found it refreshing, the air feeling lighter in his lungs and the water soothing on his skin. Even the cold didn’t bite him as hard as it did the humans. For that, he thought as he watched a girl walking by shivering, he was grateful in this moment, even if it also meant that there would be no sweetness of relief once he finally made it back. Curling up in front of a fireplace to warm up after a chilly walk was something he could only enjoy conceptually. Even if his home had a fireplace to begin with.
Home was also a concept that was new to him. He did not remember much of his life before, when he’d still been a human with a beating heart, but he sometimes thought about it and If he focused hard enough he might catch a glimpse, a memory perhaps, of a small house by the sea. He liked to think that house had been a home, a place where he and his brother had been happy. Here, in his new life, he’d realized that merely existing in a place did not make it home. The ocean, though it was where he’d died and been reborn and hid for most of his existence, wasn’t his home. It was just something that was essential to his existence, like food or air to humans. His rundown apartment, with its four walls and a tub and not much else, had also not been home. Maybe it still wasn’t, he still didn’t feel like he entirely belonged, but there had been a definite change ever since Mihai had moved in. Apart from the obvious improvement in the cleanliness and the increase of furniture, there was something comforting in knowing that there was another being sharing the space with you. It was a little less depressing, a little less lonely. Mihai was a quite lively individual as well, rarely still or quiet for extended periods of time, and he didn’t really mind acting as a form of entertainment for the other if it meant he could have that warmth of companionship in return.
Mihai hadn’t only made staying in more tolerable, he had also been encouraging him to actually get out more, to try and mingle with humans and the other creatures in the city. And he was trying to do that. Even though he’d preferred not to think about it, even before Mi had come along he’d been aware that he couldn’t keep hiding in the flat forever; he’d been running out of money and had been two months behind paying his rent. And though the landlord hadn’t seemed to be in a hurry to kick him out, it had probably only been a matter of time. Mihai had helped him out then, but he needed to find employment if he wanted to keep living in the city. He couldn’t just make Mihai pay for everything. But so far, he’d had little luck in finding anything suitable; people tended to get suspicious when he couldn’t present them with a pile of fancy paper documents or phone numbers he understood nothing about.
Sighing, he shoved his hands in his pockets and crossed the empty street, walking for another minute before taking a left to a smaller alley littered with restaurants and clubs and their flickering neon signs. He looked forward to seeing Mihai again, but what he wasn’t as excited about was telling him that he’d just blown another interview a couple hours ago. Knowing Mi, the other probably wouldn’t say a bad thing to him but he still couldn’t shake the feeling that he was letting him down, and that feeling was planting doubts of other kind in his head. He really couldn’t go on like this much longer.
He stopped on his tracks when he arrived at his destination; the backdoor of one of the restaurants Mihai liked to perform at sometimes. He wasn’t sure if Mihai was done yet, but it shouldn’t be long now so he leaned against the damp brick wall to wait, watching a couple laughing inside a diner across the street for a moment before he sighed and closed his eyes.
He’d forgotten to take his umbrella, or maybe he’d left it on purpose. It didn’t really matter. He was a creature of water, used to the life in the ocean, and a little autumn rain hardly bothered him. If anything he found it refreshing, the air feeling lighter in his lungs and the water soothing on his skin. Even the cold didn’t bite him as hard as it did the humans. For that, he thought as he watched a girl walking by shivering, he was grateful in this moment, even if it also meant that there would be no sweetness of relief once he finally made it back. Curling up in front of a fireplace to warm up after a chilly walk was something he could only enjoy conceptually. Even if his home had a fireplace to begin with.
Home was also a concept that was new to him. He did not remember much of his life before, when he’d still been a human with a beating heart, but he sometimes thought about it and If he focused hard enough he might catch a glimpse, a memory perhaps, of a small house by the sea. He liked to think that house had been a home, a place where he and his brother had been happy. Here, in his new life, he’d realized that merely existing in a place did not make it home. The ocean, though it was where he’d died and been reborn and hid for most of his existence, wasn’t his home. It was just something that was essential to his existence, like food or air to humans. His rundown apartment, with its four walls and a tub and not much else, had also not been home. Maybe it still wasn’t, he still didn’t feel like he entirely belonged, but there had been a definite change ever since Mihai had moved in. Apart from the obvious improvement in the cleanliness and the increase of furniture, there was something comforting in knowing that there was another being sharing the space with you. It was a little less depressing, a little less lonely. Mihai was a quite lively individual as well, rarely still or quiet for extended periods of time, and he didn’t really mind acting as a form of entertainment for the other if it meant he could have that warmth of companionship in return.
Mihai hadn’t only made staying in more tolerable, he had also been encouraging him to actually get out more, to try and mingle with humans and the other creatures in the city. And he was trying to do that. Even though he’d preferred not to think about it, even before Mi had come along he’d been aware that he couldn’t keep hiding in the flat forever; he’d been running out of money and had been two months behind paying his rent. And though the landlord hadn’t seemed to be in a hurry to kick him out, it had probably only been a matter of time. Mihai had helped him out then, but he needed to find employment if he wanted to keep living in the city. He couldn’t just make Mihai pay for everything. But so far, he’d had little luck in finding anything suitable; people tended to get suspicious when he couldn’t present them with a pile of fancy paper documents or phone numbers he understood nothing about.
Sighing, he shoved his hands in his pockets and crossed the empty street, walking for another minute before taking a left to a smaller alley littered with restaurants and clubs and their flickering neon signs. He looked forward to seeing Mihai again, but what he wasn’t as excited about was telling him that he’d just blown another interview a couple hours ago. Knowing Mi, the other probably wouldn’t say a bad thing to him but he still couldn’t shake the feeling that he was letting him down, and that feeling was planting doubts of other kind in his head. He really couldn’t go on like this much longer.
He stopped on his tracks when he arrived at his destination; the backdoor of one of the restaurants Mihai liked to perform at sometimes. He wasn’t sure if Mihai was done yet, but it shouldn’t be long now so he leaned against the damp brick wall to wait, watching a couple laughing inside a diner across the street for a moment before he sighed and closed his eyes.